Great, simple, hedonistic days….a mate emailed me a Youtube clip of a Helter Skelter party at the Sanctuary with us in it for a brief few moments…his accompanying text read ‘watch this and realise how shit your life is now’….
I think his sentiment was a little strong…i happen to like my life as it is now but there is a certain ‘something’ missing….it was exciting being part of a scene back then, we were on the fringes of society, the music and clothes and drugs were our secret, the thrill of friday arriving and just knowing that the weekend was going to be epic….thats what is missing from my life now and sadly i’ll never get that back….i like my job, i have good health and enjoy plenty of healthy, harmless hobbies….but those evenings in the 90s spent in the car with 4 or 5 mates driving hours to an event were special, music playing, flyers laying around the car, bags of speed being passed around, phone calls to mates from other parts of the country, heart pounding as we queued to get in, how the bass would hit you, the tingles down your neck as the pills kicked in, lasers and strobes….truly great days and i will treasure the memories and the music forever.