I have to say, the weather at the moment perfectly encapsulates my current state of mind, which really isn’t very good at all.
I’m seriously not well over this. It’s gone beyond unhappiness and impatience.
I got to work on Wednesday, after realising what the date was, and completely went to pieces, and pretty much the same yesterday. It’s exactly two months since I lost my partner, and this incessant wet and wind and gloom is doing nothing to help me try to improve my mental state at the moment. I can’t even sit out in the garden in the evening and enjoy the plants that are coming out, it’s too cold and wet, and at work I’m wearing the kit I usually wear in December and January!
I’m going to be on anti-depressants before long! ☹️