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My wife has left me.
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rubbishFree Member
Signing in under a new forum name, but I’m a regular.
My wife announced to me this morning that she is leaving me, in fact she has left taking my young daughter to her Mothers, it’s been a messed up day at work as I’m self employed so I can’t just take time off.
No other people involved (as far as I’m aware) she has tired of my drinking, I’m not abusive or violent but I drink too much (at home in the evening) I’m not saying she is wrong in that respect, but IMO it is not intrusive into our lives other than the financial aspect, she says I’m in a bad mood a lot of the time, I am tetchy quite a lot as I’m on call 24/7 365 days and I have to resolve problems with the threat of contracts being withdrawn If I don’t resolve them, but she has always been aware that this will happen but the recession has put the pressure on me.
But right now I’m in a dark place and I can’t believe my lovely family have gone.
Sorry to offload on here, but right now there is no one else, mum has been great but I don’t want to burden her as she has a dodgy ticker.
I have made an appointment at the doctor to get some help re the alcohol, but it appears too little too late as far as my wife is concerned.
brFree MemberSorry Mate, but shit happens.
Get out on your bike tomorrow, whatever, and go for a long ride/think.
druidhFree MemberSorry to hear that dude.
Sounds like you’re finally doing the right thing regarding the alcohol. Maybe proof that you are making some progress on that front will give her a change of heart.
I do have to say though – your unwillingness to “take a day off”, even for something like this, makes me wonder if you’re really getting your priorities straight. I know that being the breadwinner puts you under pressure to bring home that monthly pay cheque, but sometimes you need to look at the whole family life:work balance and get a bit of perspective.
rob-jacksonFree MemberJeez that is awful – honestly had a lump in my throat when i read in fact she has left taking my young daughter to her Mothers
email if you need to speak to someone
donsimonFree Membershe has tired of my drinking, I’m not abusive or violent but I drink too much (at home in the evening) I’m not saying she is wrong in that respect,
While I sympathise, you know you’ll not get an easy ride from me, I think you know the answer here.
Sort out the priorities and decide what you want more, we’re all under pressure from the recession, it’s how we deals with it that marks us out.
You’ve got the ability to get yourself a business and a wife, go back and think about why you did those things and how you did it. Recognise that you’ve got the ability to succeed.
Find someone that’ll help and support you with the alcohol and I’m sure the wife hasn’t given up, she’s just given you a huge kick up the arse which you’ve just felt.
Good luck with it all and I’m sure it’ll all work out.cynic-alFree Member…whereas, your post is helpful GW?
Not sure what I can say that may help either OP. Keep busy and stay off the booze I guess, talk to her if you think it can be salvaged.
rubbishFree MemberI do have to say though – your unwillingness to “take a day off”, even for something like this, makes me wonder if you’re really getting your priorities straight. I know that being the breadwinner puts you under pressure to bring home that monthly pay cheque, but sometimes you need to look at the whole family life:work balance and get a bit of perspective.
In all fairness you are not wrong, I haven’t had a proper holiday eg. 1 weeks+ for 17 years or so, bank holiday weekends are nice but cost me lost income, but it’s all down to me I’ve worked so hard just to be mediocre, but we have a nice house and cars and my daughter is such a happy soul and tomorrow she won’t be there when I wake up.
I’m struggling with this thought.
nobbyqFree Memberlives short , we weren’t put on this planet just to work , get ur drink problem sorted , tell her u love her and want her back ,, show her u mean it dude !!
cyclebikerFull MemberReally sorry to hear your terrible news, I can only echo what else has been said here.
Well done with getting some help, try and find something to substitute the drink in the mean time I guess that as your on here you cycle, get out more even if it just for an hour or so after work.
It may be a struggle to get the energy after grafting all day at work but it will be worth it.Good luck to you, hope you can find the light amongst all the darkness.
rubbishFree MemberNot sure what I can say that may help either OP. Keep busy and stay off the booze I guess, talk to her if you think it can be salvaged.
Having a drink tonight, she even told me to, that said I really should eat. I went to her Mothers house after work and pleaded and pleaded with her told her about the doctors, not interested.
14 years together and it all seems to be gone.
Heart broken doesn’t cover it.
KirilFree MemberMy wife left me a couple of years ago citing my job as the issue. The reality was that was an easy excuse. At the time it felt like the end of world, then I got my head together and through all sorts of twists of turns we are now back together. My only advice would be to be true to yourself. Take care.
donsimonFree MemberHaving a drink tonight, she even told me to, that said I really should eat. I went to her Mothers house after work and pleaded and pleaded with her told her about the doctors, not interested.
Go ape tonight, then get on the case tomorrow.
flipFree MemberSorry to hear that, happened to me 6yrs ago my son was 4. If your situation is permenent (hope it’s not) things will get better. My thoughts are with you.
druidhFree MemberSorry buddy – I’m not trying to be hard on you, just giving you my thoughts rather than simply platitudes. Feel free to tell me to **** off if you’d rather…
While I don’t want to dwell on the negatives, separation/divorce isn’t going to be a cheap option either, which is why I think that some rebalancing of your life would be the best thing all round. There’s no doubt that society pressures us into wanting “more” but sometimes that has a personal cost.
Is there no one who can take over the reins to (a) give you some free time to think things out and (b) give you time to deal with your wife? Maybe she just needs to see that you’re willing to change a bit?
brooessFree MemberMy sympathy you’re in such an unhappy place but…
You also know what the problem is and it’s 100% in your gift to resolve it…
You have your motivation to solve it (wife and daughter) so go and get some help if you need it, dig in and good luck!rubbishFree MemberI should add that I do get out and ride a lot, I even race occasionally.
Druidh, you are right but finding the balance isn’t easy, nigh on impossible, for instance last night I was on the phone sorting a problem out at 10pm, than at 7am this morning I was on the phone again, my lovely little daughter just wanted to watch peppa pig on my phone, oh christ this is hurting so much.
mboyFree MemberI’ve worked so hard just to be mediocre, but we have a nice house and cars and my daughter is such a happy soul and tomorrow she won’t be there when I wake up.
Take the weekend off mate!
Spend time (Sober) on your bike, clear your head.
Go see your missus and daughter after you’ve had time to clear your head and re-focus the important things in your life.
If you really want it to work with her, you will make it work. I can understand why your priorities have become what they are (work hard to put bread on the table at the cost of everything else), but I would bet all my bikes and lots more that your Missus and Child would happily make do with a lesser house and cars, but that you (sober) feature heavily in their lives and you spend some quality time with them!
As humans, we live to our means. I can confidently say that is true, in the last 5 years I’ve had times of plenty and times of none. In times of plenty, I just spent it all… You spend it cos you can, and cos it eases the pain of the hard work you put in to make it. Get the balance right, bring home enough to get by, and spend the rest of the time with the ones you love!
LIFE IS TOO SHORT…
I hope it’s not too late for you mate, and that this is just the slap in the chops you need to wake up and sort it out!
And FFS go cold Turkey on the booze. Even if it just drains you financially, it’s not helping at all. I suspect it does have quite an effect on your moods though, and I think you probably need to spend some time sober to realise just how it does affect you first. YOU DO NOT NEED IT! It just dulls the pain…
bazwadahFree MemberThats a rough thing to happen, all the advice above is sound – you at least have been given an indication of where to start putting things right.
I went to her Mothers house after work and pleaded and pleaded with her told her about the doctors, not interested.
That might not be the case – your wife may say she is not interested (in you seeking help) just to emphasise how serious she is at the moment. Maybe she is worried that without a strong display you might only pay lip service to addressing your drinking. Like others have said, look at ways you can cut down on drink and work, don’t give up on trying to win them back. don’t forget to keep talking to people, even if its just on STW. Good luck fella.
singletrackmindFull MemberGet yourself over to the Olympic Ceremony thread.
It wont make you feel any better
but some of the one liners are priceless
Unklehomered is on fire tonightmrmoFree MemberHaving a drink tonight, she even told me to, that said I really should eat. I went to her Mothers house after work and pleaded and pleaded with her told her about the doctors, not interested.
Just because she told you to have a drink isn’t necessarily the right thing to do. She may know that what you do is drink and so tells you to go have a drink because it is what you do. But if drink is the problem how does it help, it just reinforces her opinion that you drink too much.
does that make sense?
mboyFree MemberHaving a drink tonight, she even told me to, that said I really should eat. I went to her Mothers house after work and pleaded and pleaded with her told her about the doctors, not interested.
Actions speak louder than words
Can guarantee you her telling you to have a drink is just her trying to distance herself from you cos she wants to ease the emotional pain. If she thinks of you drinking, then cos she doesn’t like it, it’s easier for her to put emotional distance there.
GET SOBER
NOW
No half measures, no ifs/buts. Just **** quit!
The only way you’re going to resolve this is by turning everything around. She’s got to the point where she feels she can’t talk, that action was needed. So you need to act yourself!
Also, start to rationalise things yourself. You’ll realise you can afford to live much more frugally than you do currently, which will then ease the burden for you to bring the bread home so to speak. I can tell you when I earnt the best part of £3k a month (after tax), I still spent the bloody lot. I’m on the dole right now, and have been for a while, and it’s obviously MUCH harder but I still survive. Everyone I know in a similar work situation to yourself does the same thing, works all hours under the sun, rationalising to themselves that they can’t not work all the time cos they need the money. They all drive very nice cars, live in nice houses, have expensive hobbies, are very wasteful, and aren’t generally very healthy. They all drink a lot too (and I suspect several hit the Coke a bit too).
Remove the wasteful, expensive existence, and suddenly you can survive on a very meagre living… And your wife gets her husband back, and your daughter a husband!
Oh, and in case it ever came to it, not that it will… Bankruptcy is nowhere near as bad an outcome as losing your family… I know many people who have gone through bankruptcy and bounced back, they still survived, it’s a bit of a social stigma for a bit but that’s all.
rubbishFree MemberYes it makes perfect sense, but I’m struggling, I came home to find my daughters toys on the floor where she left them this morning, quite frankly I’m in bits my eyes look like piss holes in the sand as I have been crying so much.
At the moment I need crutch, it’s not right but at right now I have nothing left.
rubbishFree Member(and I suspect several hit the Coke a bit too).
Yes, been there done that, a long time ago but suddenly today it all comes back to haunt me.
mrmoFree MemberAt the moment I need crutch, it’s not right but at right now I have nothing left.
Problem is if you start looking at alcohol as a crutch how do you stop? You must not look at it as a crutch, not now not ever. However hard it might be now, it is a road you have to be very careful of.
scudFree MemberRubbish
Think of it as a horrible wake up call, I’ve been there and been a heavy drinker and was very lucky that my wife stayed with me through it, I have a daughter and I could not
Imagine losing her. At the end if the day you know deep down what you need to do, show them the real you, kick the drink, don’t hassle her or become overbearing, just probe to her you are the person that she originally met and wanted to be a family withGood luck buddy
thedonFree MemberYour family have left you. Personally if I were in your situation this would give me some serious motivation to get my ass in gear, stop drinking, and start re prioritizing. Not tomorrow, not next week, now!
BunnyhopFull MemberWhatever you decide to do you must get off the drink.
Take this as your first step and then as the days go on and your head becomes clearer the wife may see a change.There is hope, however as said above, you must change, with or without your family you cannot carry on like this.
Be honest with the doctor. At least you’ve taken this hard step.
Good luck.
qwertyFree Member. I went to her Mothers house after work and pleaded and pleaded with her
Sometimes needy ain’t cool and can cause further distancing.
Sometimes people need space.
Sometimes good consistant clear communication is what is needed.
Sometimes alcohol clouds things.
Sometimes people get back together…(i am a bit drunk and probably not your best advisor)
I wish you well.
rubbishFree MemberPhone a friend?
I don’t really have an currently, I’ve lived a varied life the people I were freinds with when I was younger joined the armed forces, a couple are deadbeats although I supported them giving them employment, but they are not the people to turn to in this situation and I don’t actively seek freinds, work, home and family are what are important to me, a big chunk of that has gone.
allthepiesFree MemberArse, that must be terrible especially with a child involved.
Reconciliation possible if you get help with the booze ?
And PLEASE do something about the “I’m on call 24/7 365 days”, that is no way to live a life.
Hope you get things on track.
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Pies.mboyFree MemberAt the moment I need crutch, it’s not right but at right now I have nothing left.
You may be the busiest man alive, but I’m sure you still have at least one friend, or parents, or at least somebody close who gives a shit about you enough to pick the phone up if you call them?
In the absence of the above, give yourself a big hard slap round the face from me, and I suspect everyone else on this thread (and your missus!) and man up… This is a test! You NEED to man up to pass it… Your lifestyle, dictated by the booze and the work is the cause of the issue, whereas for a long time you’ve used them as your crutch.
2 hard days of contemplation, that’s what I prescribe. You need that “moment of clarity” as it gets talked about, which will only come through absence of alcohol and other substances!
Sorry, but it’s all in your hands…
BunnyhopFull MemberTomorrow re-read this tread and take the advice given, your head will be clearer then.
professor_fateFree MemberGrim news, Mate.
The time has come for you to climb out of the rut you find yourself in. It’ll not be easy and may take time but it will be worth it.
Go for it, fella, and good luck! 😐rubbishFree MemberYou may be the busiest man alive, but I’m sure you still have at least one friend, or parents, or at least somebody close who gives a shit about you enough to pick the phone up if you call them?
My mum has been great as is has my sister, but I don’t want to burden then as my mums heart isn’t so great and my sister has MS.
I have been quite negative of this forum in the past but the words of advice and comfort have been very welcome.
Thanks.
stuartyFree MemberLive to work or work to live ..
Feeeck it change jobs
Ease up on the grog
And listen to your family ..
Have a break
Were here for a short timeRember your not alone
BearFree MemberRubbish
I’m divorced and don’t get to see as much of my kids as I should. I am also self employed too so can see where you are coming from, and to be honest your wife, although I was the instigator in my split probably.
If it helps I am in a far better place and my kids seem to be doing great too. My business has been better too, so you have lots to look forward too, but you owe it to yourself to try everything you can to save your relationship if you believe it to be worth saving, and I don’t mean for your daughter, but for all in the family.
If you are SE based and what to chat mail me at timATj-twren.eclipse.co.uk.
And try to moderate your drinking for yourself if nothing else.
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