Well, except that I’m in the middle of my XC season within which I’m performing to my expectations mostly, I don’t want to stop that, as I have my target event at the end of July.
Its the road stuff that bothers me. I’m happy enough pushing on club rides and sportives, but the crits are mentally challenging because they have the ability to make you feel worse than very average despite all the effort one puts in. I appreciate that on 6-7hrs a week I’ll never be a superstar, but neither do I want to be “that guy at the back”.
The race I did yesterday is part of a three week series – same course same cat an pretty much the same conditions are forecast for next Saturday. Maybe I should do it and get up the front, the only thing stopping me is that I have the Tour of Cambridge ride the next day, within which I wanted to do my share of the work for my club “train” and for my own benefit rather than being tired.