I am going to come out as well.
I have a problem with alcohol.
She’s a loverly prop, she’s paid the bills for years and kept me company through 20 years of being a singleton. I enjoy her company , the way she seduces me and makes me feel.
To combat this I only drink on Fri and Sat , You see one is never enough .Number 1 leads to number 5 or 6 , spirits or beers or cider in the summer. If I have a ride planned i can abstain and joining a road club with every sunday being a 45miler at 17 – 18mph means proper preperation for me , so decent foood , no booze and an early night .
As its also my career it is impossible for me not to drink. The road club and a few long distance mtb events are enough of a distraction that I can get away with drinking less
I do drink to get smashed though , mostly at home alone , on a friday , but not till 5pm.Cant seem to moderate my intake to just 2 beers though. Rather make a pot of decent Tea and open a packet of shortbread