It’s been a tough week or so, still struggling to get my head around it and trying to come to terms with the fact I’ll never see him again. It really hurts.
It’s been a busy few days, lots of phone calls and trying to arrange things. Not been easy at all but everything is getting there now. So many things to take into consideration because of covid too. Got a florist coming to see me today who says she will do what she can with what she has to get some flowers to me on Friday.
Also managed to get a video link to my Mum who’s been in hospital the past 8 weeks, she has MS and is on her final remission. She can’t move at all, can only just move her head and can barely talk. But her mind is still brilliant. Found out a few weeks ago she has 2 broken hips. This is an old injury that hasn’t healed apparently and has explained why she’s been in so much pain. We think it was from being in a care home for a month about 18 months ago when Dad had an operation on his back. A few weeks ago we found out they dropped her out of the sling and she landed on the floor which could have easily caused it. Now she has brittle bones too and still in a lot of pain. There’s no way she can attend but understandably wants to be part of the funeral.
I’m going to see him tomorrow, not how I wanted to but I need to for one last time. Funeral is being held on Saturday at 11am. I really didn’t expect to end 2020 with this news and begin 2021 with my sons funeral.
Thankyou again for all your support, it is all really appreciated.