ton, I’ve never met you in person but through this place it feels as if I knew you. Always a laugh, always a spirit.
Take it from somebody who, after being hit by a lorry at the age of 10, was told he’ll never run, walk fast, cycle, nowt, nada – 50% chance is huge. You will, by the sound of it, be in the best place and you’re far healthier than Joe Bloggs who does no riding at all. You will look back at this moment in time and see it different but you WILL recover.
Lose weight? Slow down? Eat healthier? Who am I to tell you this, do whatever feels right. Don’t be depressed, shit happens only to the good folk, if you were a cXXt it wouldn’t.
All the best big fella, you’ll be fine (take heart from Bullheart).