Ferrals, not good te lack of motivation, it happens for all sorts of reasons. Been racing on and off for a long time, had some big accidents leading to time off the bike, too much work and general life getting in the way but have always come back to the reason why I ride. I enjoy it.
The competative urge ebbs and flows as does the drive to train, don’t be hard on yourself. When the mtb is built up just go for a ride and don’t record it, just ride.
Cheers, i think a big thing is the lack of real riding – two weeks off at Christmas though so will be riding a lot 🙂
Although frustrating, I’m not massively fussed – its a long way till XC season after all so if I’m going to have a motivation slump this is a good time!