Thanks all for the usual STW understanding it’s what I was after really, nothing like a bunch of strangers taking the piss to put it into perspective.
the profile said “active in the last 24hrs” so defo a very recent thing.
had a quick chat she admitted it said she felt lonely etc. sorting things out on sat, not sure what she wants but her crap is in a box by the front door ready to go.
something that didn’t strike me last night was the box that said wants children. that is a change of heart for her and probably the most telling thing. don’t want to be unkind but due to her age she better get on with it and i’m not the man for the job. I can’t provide the baby batter so I should step away from this I think.
can’t deny we are like ships in the night at the moment being on different shifts obviously communication has broken down along the line.
anyway I’ve slept on it and descision made, i’m off to work early for the next couple nights i’ll need the overtime to pay for stacks of pron and whisky in the coming weeks.