[Closed] Giving up?

I've given serious thought to giving up everything [b]else[/b] apart from cycling.

Why do you want to end it all?

Why are you giving up Mrsflash?

My mileage fell off a lot over the winter while I was gobbling anti-depressants and fantasizing about divorcing my wife. I was barely riding for months and almost admitted I'd given up. It has perked up again because I'm feeling better, it's spring and I had a trip abroad for a change of riding scene.

Apart from getting to/from work, I didn't ride for eight months over the winter. Never considered giving up, but there was just too much other stuff going on.

If you're not enjoying it, just stop. You'll probably find that you want to ride again as soon as you made the decision to stop.

If you are feeling that way inclined I'd suggest not giving up as such, but maybe finding something else to do for a while and then you'll find you will just naturally progress back to cycling...

Also, am I right in thinking you commute by bike to work? I found I was a lot less inclined to go out in the evening and weekends when I was already riding a bike twice a day... so maybe cutting down on that would help..

Sorry to hear that Claire 🙁

To be honest Mountain biking would be the last thing I would give up. Its the only thing in a very busy life that keeps me sane.

I did put it on hold for about 4 years completely when the children came along, however as they have grown up and I get more free time, I find myself biking more and more and loving it more now that at anytime in the past.

If you are not enjoying yourself, stop riding! There is no point in forcing yourself to do something you are not enjoying, it will only put you off further. Take a break for a while, and sooner or later you will probably get the urge to go for a ride again, even if you don't feel like it right now. If you do stop for a while, don't sell all your kit or you may regret it later!

Yes, I have.

Infact, depite doing an excellent skills couse with Ed at Lee Quarry on Saturday, I'm still really struggling to find my riding Mojo..

Can I have yer bikes?

Sorry to hear that MrsF. If you're struggling to muster the enthusiasm, try doing something a bit different to usual. You could muck about at the BMX track for half an hour, go to a spinning class, enter a time trial. A change is as good as a rest.

Failing that, spend an eye-watering amount of money on something bike-related so you feel compelled to use it. 😉

Having a break from something can be just the thing to find your love of it again - I've had times over the last 15 years when I've got bored of mtbing for no real reason. I've taken a while off (admittedly still riding on the road) and just started mtbing again when I felt like it. It's worked every time so far.

Of course, depending on your reasons YMMV.

I'm in the same boat, I just can find any for of motivation right now. I'm thinking of selling all my kit as it isn't getting used.

I stopped riding completely 10 years back for about 3 years, as I was so burned out on riding. I was still into bikes, just couldn't be bothered riding.
After a few years off I started commuting, then got into road bikes, then slowly fell back into MTB's.

I find that buying a new bike inspires me to ride more. Trouble is I have a garage full of the things at the moment!

In the middle of winter when it cold and wet and the bike needs a complete clean after every ride you do sometimes think why?? but when the tracks are hard and fast like they are now - no. I can't wait to get out tonight 😀
If your cycling out of your depth it does make you think sometimes. The guys I road ride with have been doing it longer, ride further, have more spare time to train and consequently I get dropped on the longer rides. I was begining to think about givingh that up, then went out for a ride with someone who was more in my "finess zone" anh had a great time.

If I had to give up one, it would be road riding.I wouldn't give up mountain biking unless I lost my legs!

Haven't ridden an MTB since last September/October I think.

Gone over to the darkside, and now look at my MTBs collecting dust and am very tempted get rid of them.

lower back pain pushing the decision but its not as bad when on the bike but I nearly cry getting off,what else would I do, love being out........... its just getting out

Pop up to Cannock, me & neverfastenough will put an end to these silly thoughts. 😀

As we were coming out of the winter, I had a plan to get fit enough to give road racing a go. However, a lingering chest infection picked up in November had (a) robbed me of what little winter base fitness I had and (b) resulted in a diagnosis of exercised induced asthma (allowing me to join the ranks of those with their little blue pre-ride drugs!).

I couldn't train or ride in the way I wanted. I'd turn up to "steady" early season chain gangs and find myself out of the back in the first 10 minutes. The weather was awful.

I questionned massively why I was doing this to myself and very nearly concluded that perhaps riding bikes wasn't for me.

Then I thought "why am I putting myself under this much pressure". It was like a switch had flicked - I could now ride my bike without trying to push myself into something that wasn't to be.

As a result, I have enjoyed riding my bike much more - I have got fitter and may well be riding my first race tomorrow night. The feeling of "what am I doing this for" hasn't left me - I had it yesterday as I was off the back of the group 100 metres into the first hill of the day. I've come to the conclusion that, though I will probably still ride the Étape in July, after that I'm generally avoiding riding hills where I can.

I've also come to the view that riding through the winter will likely make me ill again. So, now I have my accreditaiton from Manchester velodrome, I shall spend the winter riding indoors. If I can, I'll try racing, but it's no biggie if I can't.

I guess the simple message is - if you're not enjoying it, ask yourself if there's an element of cycling you do like. And pursue that.

spending too much time with forum/around bikes with procrastination in other areas that need more imputous? Knock STW/other forums on the head for a while rather than give up cycling. Its coming upto summer FFS! You should be posting this thread in Nov 😀

I've given up before.... Went BMXing for a couple of years, then to motorbikes, and no exercise = fat biffer, so started running/gym. Got fit, but running is boring so got another MTB..... I might give up again sometime, but the next time I'll hang on to at least one bike, just in case....

😀

I'm doing very little at the moment - mainly due to starting a family last year. I was thinking this very thought last night cycling up Puke Hill in the Pentlands. Despite the name, it's not actually all that hard a climb, but it's steep enough to separate the [i]mountain biker[/i] from the [i]guy who owns a mountain bike[/i]. I was this close to dabbing and joining the ranks of the bike owners, but held it together and made it up. So I'm still a mountain biker, for the time being. 😛

Just try something new for a while - I had an extended (7 years?) break from bikes and they were still there when I got back (from being a silly raver). Loads of other fun things out there!

at the end of the day if you don't want to ride don't ride, sometimes its good to take a break. i did'nt really surf for 12months the other year, the crowds and idiots who seem to pollute the line-ups these days just got too much, but eventually the desire came back.

I've hurt myself a few times and questioned whether I should stop for the sake of my knees/back/delete as appropriate. I then started doing more road riding than off-roading because I thought it was safer. Had my first proper fall off my road bike the other week and I'm still hurting. The moral of this? I'm a clumsy oaf who would get hurt whatever I do so I might as well carry on with cycling 😀

Another convert to side of mucho darkness and nice tight lycra.

I got seriously p1ssed off with mountain biking - not the bikes/people etc more the put the bike in the car/drive for at least half an hour/put bike together/go for ride/come back/take bike apart/drive home routine, so rather than stop cycling altogether I sold my mountain bike (and my yr old road bike) and bought a soopa-doopa road bike. Now I'm the same as I was when I first started mountain biking all those years ago, spending all my money on bits then finding nicer bits to buy and so it continues (just got some white tyres to try out - 2nd hand)

I've promised myself a year off mountain bikes and to be honest I aint missing them.

I have found that I am hardly ever on STW nowadays, but I'm not a stranger.

Something I've always fancied doing which is bike related but not actually riding in the normal is volunteering to help with bike skills lessons, either for kids or adults - would be a fun and different way to spend some time (+worthy!).

Just give yourself a break. Not everyone wants to do it continuously, I certainly have times when I do less...but I always come back to it (so far).

Ive given up mountain biking before, gained an allover suntan, gained friends, I even won a surfing competition but it just didnt feel right. I missed the anguish, the bitter post-cold ride feeling. Plus there were too many birthdays to remember and always parties to attend. There were too many girls in my life and far too much sex than I could cope with.

Started riding again and no need to worry about 'other people' anymore. I even started verbally abusing OAP-walkers again. Thats when I knew I was back 😀

mmm why?

My body told me to give up squash as did my doctor due to bad back, knees and ankle. I still managed another 20yrs of enjoyment by playing to a level I could cope with. Stopped last year due to pains getting in the way of biking.

Still biking but as someone said above, the pain whilst hiking up somewhere like the Calf/Bowderdale the other week made me question whether I should still be attempting theses epics at my age and with my knackered body.

I am considering another bike and just enjoying the odd day out at a pace and level my body(and mind)can cope with.

I will probably take my bikes to the grave with me.

Over the 30yrs I have been biking there have been many issues that have made me question why I still bike.

Then like everything else I remember the good times, mates and places my bikes have taken me.

eg today. I am night shift. Had planned to take car for service and go biking whilst it was being done. Can bike to Ae or Mabie in 1/2hr. Got a hacking cough and asthma is playing up so unlikely now to get out on the bike till next week as the rest of the week and weekend is booked up doing other stuff.

Life has a way of throwing up different challenges. Maybe you have set your bar too high and feel you are unable to reach what your perceived potential is?

I only ever "compete" in anything for FUN.......

acjim.. I do that http://bikingheaven.com/stepping_stanes/ and also do some work with LEA Active Schools(tomorrow)

I got sick of the 'Rad' and 'feeding off each other' rubbish that seemed to be everywhere a while ago and gave up. Got heavily into motorbikes and didn't touch my roadbike for a while let alone the MTB. Just didn't have the desire to ride any more.

Best thing to do is stop for a while. I had about 18 months off after injury and have come back to riding road and XC. I don't ride trials anymore (although this may change soon!) or 4x/DH (not that I was any good anyway) but I definately enjoy it more now

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Something I've always fancied doing which is bike related but not actually riding in the normal is volunteering to help with bike skills lessons, either for kids or adults - would be a fun and different way to spend some time (+worthy!).

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Jim, if you fancy helping out with something like that in local secondary schools, I know a couple of teachers who might be able to point you in the right direction.

I can't ever see myself giving up but if I did I would certainly be doing a different sport. I could never be without some form of physical exercise.

Kev

Wow I hadn't expected that many responses, thanks. funkynick I don't ride to work any more. I have done a couple of runs in the last week or two though which I have really enjoyed. the problem I have is that if I lay off a bit, I lose fitness so quickly that getting going again is a nightmare. Our riding buddies seem not to be riding as much for various reasons and riding just the two of us just doesn't work - we are too different in our speeds and our approaches to riding.

It's a bigger thing than all that though it would seem. My mind has lost the plot again and I have come back from the doctors this afternoon with a prescription for citalopram and a referral to the PCT Mental Health team for counselling or cbt. I'll ride it out and see if it comes back again before making any rash decisions.

come back from the doctors this afternoon with a prescription for citalopram and a referral to the PCT Mental Health team for counselling or cbt.

Good on you for going, good on you for posting here about it. And rash decisions? I've stopped riding too. Well, until the next time I go riding. It's not final. I rode this morning, I'll ride tommorow. I've stopped in between, so there's no rash decisions to be made.

Earlier in the year I got very demoralized trying to keep up with people when my fitness has been off, but a few rides out on my own usually get things moving in the right direction.

All the best.

Hope it all works out for you whatever you decide....

Ditto that. It sounds like riding isn't really the issue.

I gave up for about 18 months soon after the birth of our first kiddie as it was just too complicated to juggle riding trips with responsibilities, and there was crap all riding locally to keep me interested. I also kinda felt I should be around more so I spent any spare time I had converting a barn next to the house into an office/cinema. I just couldn't keep the mtb bug down though, and I started getting fat, so bawlocks to that, and within 10 weeks of the birth of our second, I'm off riding at least one evening a week & even some weekends now as well. Loving it more now than ever I would say, even if I don't quite have the same freedom I once did. Maybe you just need a break for a while?

Edit...just read about your trip to the doc...sounds like maybe there's more to it then.

If it's related to how you feel then don't give up just yet. Cycling and exercise in general will really help you get through the bad patches.

If it's related to how you feel then don't give up just yet. Cycling and exercise in general will really help you get through the bad patches.

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Trouble is, at the moment it's making me feel worse 🙁

dont understand this 'giving up' you either want to do it or you dont. if you dont then whey are you doing it?

lifes too short to do something you dont like in your free time.

If riding is making you feel worse then don't bloody do it! Sounds like you have enough going on.

Your mates, your bikes and the trails will still be there after you have mended yourself and had some time out.

Your mates, your bikes and the trails will still be there after you have mended yourself and had some time out

very good point.

I think your CBT guy will tell you not to beat yourself up about not riding if you really don't want to, won't s/he? But if you're looking out at sunshine, dusty trails and a beautiful shiny blue voodoo and thinking "riding won't be any fun" then you ought to be fairly suspicious of that idea, because you enjoyed it until fairly recently. Exercise does seem to help me a fair bit, but what's important isn't being at peak fitness, it's turning the pedals/putting one foot in front of the other and getting a change of scene. All the best, Jon 🙂

Have an affair

Now does that sounds as daft as giving up bike riding 😉

Me and my other half have the same issue over riding pace/style. We occasionally ride together, but more often will start together, ride seperately, maybe meet up part way though the ride, maybe not. Try it - works for us.

As far as the "getting bored" bit goes. If I find I'm getting a bit stale I just switch disciplines - maybe do more pure DH stuff, or do some road riding. I've had a pretty rough run at work recently and have ended up pretty knackered so my last couple of "trail rides" have turned more into skills sessions. Less head down thrashing, more cruising the climbs and sessioning the DHs and it's felt pretty good - I've been able to spend more time simply being out in the woods enjoying the weather.

I *would* try and get back commuting one way or another. There's nowt to clear the head as much as a good endorphin hit first thing in the morning to wake you up, or to burn off the day's frustrations in the evening. If you can't face the bike what about walking or running?

Mrs F
I find riding with new people is the best motivation, the North Leeds lot do a lot of the same stuff and so you need to ride with a few new people, or old people, pop down to the shop (Crosstrax) on thursday night 6:30/7pm for a spin around Ilkley moor.

What Big Dummy said. If you have lots of negative thoughts telling you not to do stuff, whether it is riding your bike or getting out of bed, a good way to shut them up is to do said stuff.

None of us here have to define ourselves as 'a mountainbiker' I think this labelling is a bit weird, people who go to the gym or play five a side don't use these things as a label. If you fancy going for a bike ride go for one, if not don't; it's not all or nothing.

One thing I would say however is that exercise in whatever form is good for you, physicAlly and for your state of mind; keep getting exercise, you won't get that unfit for biking.

I am so sorry you are feeling like this. We need all the woman we can get into mtbing.
Maybe taking a break would be good.

Having had most of 2007 off the bike, it really made me appreciate the riding when I got back into it.
Have you thought about going back to something you did in the past? My thoughts have taken me back to maybe starting horse riding again.
I know you mentioned that you love horses.
You are young and have plenty of time to go back to mtbing if you fancy it in the future.
My regret is starting late and just wanting now to do as much as I can, until the body gives up.
Goodluck with your desicion.

Our riding buddies seem not to be riding as much for various reasons and riding just the two of us just doesn't work - we are too different in our speeds and our approaches to riding.

Take some time out for a ride on your own . . . close to home so that if you're not really up for it then it's no big deal to cut it short and no pressure just ride at your own pace, when ever and wherever suits you . . . same with the running, but just take it easy and don't worry about the fitness thing. Run/ride for fun and the fitness will take care of itself.

Take care.

Thanks everyone again, I really appreciate your replies, they have given me a lot of food for thought.

I think I need to find a way of riding where I don't put so much pressure on myself, so I will try an come up with a way of doing that. I'll keep on with the running too as am enjoying that at the moment and at least it does something, gets me outside etc.

Bunnyhop, funnily I suggested horseriding to a friend just the other day.

Sorry to hear you fell like this mrsflash! Like said above it sounds more serious than simply not wanting to get out on the bike and I hope you get better soon.

The only thing I will say is that when I feel low (and by the sounds of things nothing in comparison to your situation) I have to get out on the bike to lift my mood. If I don't, I feel myself just getting moodier and lower than ever. Now the thing is I would suggest giving the biking a miss and finding something you really enjoy doing whether it be walking, running, swimming, hiking, climbing whatever. After you've given this a try you will probably find you really hanker after the bike and get back into ripping up the trails like you used to do.

I do find it strange though how such a keen biker that you are by all accounts you simply feel like giving up.

Not wishing to diss your other half at all but maybe he needs to go out on speedier rides on his own and also slower/paced rides with yourself to get you through this. I do this with my other half and it normally involves cafe stops, pub rides etc but at least she enjoys it and I don't leave her in the dust feeling like sh*t.

Ahhh sorry to hear about your problems Claire.... sending virtual hug!

Good luck with the CBT. I have heard some really good results with it.

Cheers Lowey. How is your daughter doing?

Have a break, rest yourself and find slower riding buddies 😉
From what I can see it's no riding the problem, it's that you are asking yourself too much. No one can ride at 100 % all the time. I left France being average in riding and now I am back being crap, never mind I ride a little bit more on my own, enjoy going slower and that's it.
As said your bike and the trail will never change... So why getting stressed out.

So why getting stressed out.

GRRRRRRRRRRRR people it's CLARE not CLAIRE... 😉

mrsflash - you are not alone with the partner observation. I too get stressed when trying to keep up with him and his mates. I therfore only go on rides where I'm invited, that way they now that it has to be slower, with more stops than usual. Also I've been riding with more couples.
Mostly I ride on my own, at a much slower pace but just keep going.
I'm pretty sure we are not alone with this, as many of the girls I used to ride with from shecycles felt the same.

Cheers Lowey. How is your daughter doing?

Very well thanks. She may even have her casts off this week... fingers crossed.

GRRRRRRRRRRRR people it's CLARE not CLAIRE...

😆 it doesn't matter. Although I do find it entertaining that most French people pronounce Clare very differently to Claire.

I have to say, in defence of Rich, he's mostly very patient. It's just at the moment I'm struggling to try at all - it's not just the speed thing.

Although I do find it entertaining that most French people pronounce Clare very differently to Claire.

Forget the bike, particuarly if you feel obliged for safety reasons to go out with other people - stick to running.

Besides, some good music, gently pacing along the trails, enjoying your own company - running's much more fun than biking 🙂

It's exactly the same name Juan, just the irish spelling not the french.

Dare you admit that on here mogrim??

Trouble is, at the moment it's making me feel worse

Explains a lot, especially if you're not feeling well.

Can't remember if you said you'd used Citalopram (or any other ADs) before.. Mrs North had it last year (after Seroxat making her very ill), and it did have a positive benefit at steadying her mental state. She also undertook CBT, but did so privately, rather than on the NHS (as the waiting lists in Manchester can be months). I'd recommend the private CBT route, as I saw it made a distinct difference for her and in many ways was ultimately more beneficial than the ADs alone. That said, the ADs allowed her to develop some renewed perspective, on top of which the CBT really helped. Apologies if I'm telling you stuff you already know.

Mrs North doesn't naturally turn to exercise (which is sometimes frustrating, given he has killer hand/eye co-ordination), but she and I did do some gentle stuff - just walks in the fresh air mainly. Sure, if you're already in good shape - as you are - then riding a bike is going to be no biggie. But, rather than feeling like you have to (which, I guess, if why it's contributing to you being down), do what suits you. Even if it's the proverbial ride down the canal in regular (non-cycling) clothes and without a helmet - believe me, it makes you feel more like a normal person!

I reckon you should leave the bike alone for a while. It/they will still be there when you feel like it again. Just some other, non-stressful (to you) activity would suit you fine. While she was off work, Mrs North picked up her passion for baking in a big way. I'm still trying to work off the effects now.... 🙂

mrsflash don't give up as your one of the pretty mtb'ers!

Ride on your own for a while, I am at the mo an can ride how I want to and as fast as I'd like to.

Good luck,

2Hottie

Dare you admit that on here mogrim??

Ah, the safety of the internet 🙂

Seriously though, if you prefer running why force yourself to go biking? I still go out every now and then, and still enjoy it, but somehow running is ATM more fun - I think it's the fact that I've done some exercise, as least as much as riding, but in less time, so I don't get stressed out thinking I should be doing something else.

well one is said claire and the other clare that's easy 😉 but I am not sure it helps 😀

If you fancy a relaxed no pressure ride without Rich then give me a shout. I am not one for riding in big groups and am certainly not fast so maybe that would be more relaxing?

Good luck with finding something if thats what you need, running or horseriding, my friend rides (and recently loaned a horse) and it has most definately improved her mind and body. She was so stressed with things at work, breaking down, and quite on edge all the time etc. Horse riding has really taken her mind off it and given her something else to focus on, it has really made her much more positive.

Take care.

OMINT I've been on fluoxetine twice before, but never citalopram. The doc said the side effects can be a bit nasty at first though so am a bit nervous about that, but he also said you can feel the benefits more quickly than fluoxetine. He seemed to be implying the waiting list for the referral wasn't too bad, I need to ring tomorrow so I should know then.

I suppose a lot of this is frustration - I know in my head that cycling should be making me feel better, it always has in the past. But for some reason I'm not getting the benefits on the rides I do go on, so I'm just getting the downsides of the stress and pressure I'm putting on myself.

Domino yes I think that would be really good (in fact Rich suggested such a thing at lunchtime today), it's silly we have never ridden together before really as you're only down the road.

Probably easier said than done, but try and take a step back from riding the way you are. There's often an easier route or people that just go a bit easier to go out with.
I've been all over the place with this, I can pin my first serious ride, a race to 1972. Since then I've seen friends come and go, peoples lives change in all manners, I've raced, I've chilled, I've gone from thin to fat though sadly not back again, I've even come close to fisticuffs with my buddies, I've kicked helmets into orbit and smashed bikes against trees (blamed Brant for a faulty frame then???) but it's always been worth staying with.
The only occassion I gave up totally and started drinking and smoking was after a very good year when I'd completed a full ironman, the Snowdon Marathon and road raced and TT'd and ran 1/2 marathons week in week out, I felt I needed a rest, which I took for two years.

Mrs F- I wouldn't 'give up' but maybe just leave it alone for a while, something you know will be there ready and waiting with open arms when you're up for it again. As for your pace or lack of it, there's always room for a slow one at the back of an STW ride with me:) take care

It's not a religion, or even a lifestyle. Don't worry about it. But try to find a substitute to stay fit and healthy.

Or get a Tandem MTB and have shared near-death experiences on a regular basis.

The doc said the side effects can be a bit nasty at first though so am a bit nervous about that

I am by no means an expert, though I do understand that the side effects may be stronger with the likes of Seroxat and Citalopram than with Fluoxetine - does "half life" make sense?

Mrs North was made very ill by Seroxat - she couldn't get out of bed for a month. Citalopram had no such effect, though she did get the "usual" side effects when starting up. These soon cleared (although some did linger).

I'm not sure, however, that the prospective side effects should cause you too much concern. It would be better to give them a try to see if you can work with them. If so, great. If not, don't hesitate in telling the doc.

I'm with the others - do what makes you happy, not what you think you ought to be doing. It's no doubt harder becuase you and GF are a kind of riding "couple" (everyone here holds you guys up as the perfect example of eating one's cake and having it..!), but a bit of divergence and change in focus will do you the power of good. A change being as good as a rest and all that.

That said, I'm going to make Mrs North ride her bike(s) more often..!

Have a child !!!!!!

Ok it might be a bit if an extreme but certainly makes me an Sascha get out on our bikes in the fresh air visiting/camping as many places as possible!

Anyway hugs from me Sash and Immy even though we hardly know you and a pic to make you smile
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Don't worry I won't let it put me off, things certainly can't carry on as they are, just am remembering the constant queasyness on the fluoxetine 🙁 The doc wants to see me monthly anyway so I'm sure it will all get reviewed often enough.

anyway, thanks again everyone, once again STW has come up trumps when you need it to. My bikes are not going on the classifieds just yet 🙂

LOL postie I love that pic of Imogen! Will you be mayhemming this year?