Very impressive rollingdonut that you only think about quitting o lap 2…I usually just want my mummy on lap 1!
The thought process/feeling in my races are typically this.
Start-60 secs: “this doesn’t seem too bad”
60-120secs: (Activate negative thought process immediately)…. “F*^K!!!!…..,F*@K!!!!!!!!….WTF!!!!!………….”I don’t think anyone else feels like this” …….“theres something wrong with me”…”wait for me”…….Mummy!!!!!!!!
120secs-5mins: “Right….Im stopping,…….this is pointless,……..what am I doing here…….it would be fun they said……..Im definitely stopping…..Agghhh,look at my heart rate!!!!…….Aggghh is that sulphuric acid in my legs?………..this cant be good for me!……..Im stopping!!!…………hopefully Ill get a mechanical!!……..please god let me puncture!!……Are these chest pains normal??……..Im stopping!…….I wonder how much I could get for this bike?…..I think I can taste blood…..Im stopping
5mins-End of Lap 1:most of the above plus “Ill let those guys go on ahead and then catch them up later…no point in blowing myself up”…..Sh*t….another 4 laps??????……..no chance….why am I doing this?……….Im stopping!!
Laps 2-5: “Im definitely doing a lot more training for next time”….Sh*t…..is he lapping me?…. tosser!!!!!…..where is everyone??….”I could go a bit faster,but Ill not…Ill save myself for….the next race/the last lap/training tomorrow/anything (if it gets me out of trying harder)
Last Lap: “Right lets bury ourselves for one big last effort (ie:pedal round at the same pace you’ve been going for the last 5 laps)
Finish: “Thank F*@k that’s over….I feel sick”
10 mins post finish: That’s was brilliant!!….although I could have gone faster……why didnt I go faster?…..whens the next one?……
Repeat
By the way,Im reliably informed that it’s the same for everyone