Does this mean I can buy ten tomorrow so that I can remind myself why I gave up?
only if you buy ones you don’t like. I stopped-ish a few weeks ago (15yrs/half my life of chain smoking) after a few days in bed with the flu – being as i don’t smoke indoors, i re-read the allen carr book (in a voluntarily brainwashy mood, rather than cynical, this time) and have managed to swap the laziness over from “can’t be arsed to stop” to “can’t be arsed to go outside”.
This is reaffirmed by having a month’s supply of duty free Amber Leaf, the emergency big-size filters and thick papers (i hate all of these things) – whenever i fancy one i’ll have one (twice in the last week), and find it that rank i’ll finish after a couple of drags.
The few times i’ve tried giving up before it’s felt like a game, where sooner or later i’ll have gone long enough that i’ll deserve a celebratory fag. Not so much this time, the allen carr thing seems to have circumvented my complete lack of will-power (i’d not like to appear a zealot here – i thought it was a bag of **** first time of reading it – you’ve to allow yourself to go full-hippy for it to work it seems)
christ, i’ve waffled a bit here (been making a point of drinking whilst i’m not bothered about smoking, so’s i break the link between the two – let’s blame that)
good luck to you sir