Dropping in to Easy Gully on Aonoch Mor last weekend. Never skied it before but heard lots about it. Walk over, stop 5m short so I don’t get psyched out. Tighten my bindings and shuffle across. Look at the landing and think “I’m not convinced I can do that, but I’ll give it a go” Off the cornice, skis bite, flex, turn and I’m in. Then about a mile and a half of pretty much virgin spring snow. Yehaa.
River Styx in New Zealand a few years back. Walked in and scouted the first few hundred yards of Grade 4 rapids. Was very nervous after nearly dying in Norway the year before. Thought I’d scouted all the hard bits but I hadn’t. The river stayed hard for a while and I only knew one of the group I was with. He was urging me to keep up and not get left behind. We ran all the rest read ‘n’run from the boat. It was right at the limit of what I could do. Right on the edge of control, but I nailed the lines and survived. Adrenaline overload to kill for.
Chase boating on the Barhal in NE Turkey. Mate had broken his paddle and swum. We chased his boat for about 2 miles of G4 rapids on a river we knew nothing about apart from the fact that there was a mandatory portage. Took us ages to get his boat to the side, but the feeling of zooming down a river read’n’run knowing that if we don’t get his boat back then it’s the end of his holiday. Feeling in control and knowing that after years of trying you’re no longer the swimmer but the rescuer. Best feeling ever.
That moment on an ice climb when your axe and feet are a bit unstable. Every time you swing your other axes it bounces off rock or breaks the ice. Each swing makes your other three points of contact more shakey. Then eventually thunk, you find a solid placement in perfect ice and pull up on it. You’re not going to die after all.