Glad your ok and you have people around you.
I went through a similar situation, got very very depressed, my house fell into a terrible state and I think that was part of the problem of me getting stuck in a rut where it was so bad I couldn't sort it out but was ashamed to ask for help, didn't let people come in just met them places etc.
Eventually in the worst possible circumstances my family found out and within a few days I had about 10 people in total come and help me out, some family and some were even just parents friends who I have never met.
I'm far from being out of the woods yet but my house being in a good state certainly helps me feel more relaxed and deal with the mental problems but unfortunately the other problems don't go away that easily.
I'm just rambling now as had some stuff to get off my own chest, but my point is sometimes you realise how many people you have around you and that it didn't need to get like it did if you turned to them for help sooner, best of luck for the future just focus on keeping busy and set yourself things to look forward too, even if it is just a ride etc