Some good news today.....
The Pozilei are not going to pursue me for possession! 😀
Although the letter does say that if I get caught again I'll be in trouble. 😥
Still waiting for the blood test results...
Good news! So off the hook for the possession, but driving "under the influence" still up in the air?
@ ned.... Yup.
It's a little pressure off my mind.
Only pinched one snout today and only smoked half of that with my coffee.
Moving on up....
alpin..
I reckon (IMHO) you'll be happier & better off ditching the weed in the long term. You might not think so now, but speaking from experience of someone who was a heavy user....I ditched it because I was getting so paranoid it was untrue....
Giving up the pot/weed was one of the best things I ever did!
Stick with it this course of action you're on, you've obviously got the ability to do without....you just like it, which I can relate to as I did & like you I was able to ditch as & when I wanted..
cheers mrLeb....
was talking to the GF about this earlier. i've not craved a smoke since having my arm abused by the kranky krankenschwester... well, other than Monday night when home alone watching a People Just do Nothing.
i will stick with it.
not going to say i'll never smoke again. just not as heavily or as often as i previously did.
incidently, i've never experienced paranoia or panic attacks.
she couldn't believe that i smoked weed because i enjoyed smoking weed. she was sure there must be an underlying problem (*more of this later). she didn't like my comparison to others needing a beer at lunch or their red wine in the evening to relax... or me pointing out that she needed a coffee to start her day/before she wuld see me. habits, she said.... we all have them
Whilst it maybe a comparison of sorts, two wrongs don't make a right. I could give up my morning coffee, but I 'need' it because frankly my days suck donkey balls at the moment, finding the motivation to do anything is a chore without a double espresso for breakfast. More sleep would help too.
So there's a reason I drink coffee. There's probably a reason you smoke so much weed. You can explain it as 'enjoying it' (I enjoy coffee), but look at it the other way arround, why don't you enjoy not smoking so much?
Keep an open mind, you've got to go to the sessions now, may as well get your money's worth from it and might learn something.
I can't stand People Just Do Nothing*. I could probably enjoy it stoned. Or I could watch something else, which is the better option, dealing with sub par TV with chemicals, or changing the channel?
*Personal oppinion, tried it after everyone on here seemed to talk about it.
Dosent sound like you need to quit, just cut down massively, maybe invest in a vapourizer to cut out the Smoke side of things.
Good luck and thanks for some entertaining threads.
I really caned dope for about 12 years, decided to give up as I realised it was having an effect on my personality, the ratty side of my personality was either on or off. Gave up about 10 years ago and never missed it at all.
I would never tell anyone not to smoke dope or weed but I would advise that there is a price to pay if you do a lot.
Same with everything pretty much
alpinNo one is stuffing half a kilo of grass up their arse
Hmmm... I wonder... 💡
Only kidding, sounds like a shite idea - I used to partake most evenings (no, not jamming it up my arse) & only stopped when my other half moved in and started eyeing me disapprovingly, was a bit of a bummer at first as I did enjoy it, but then it gradually ended up a weekend only thing, then gradually a once-in-a-blue-moon thing, then I stopped pretty much altogether - just got out of the habit I suppose.
Looking back, I don't think it was a terrible thing to have been doing - i'd still have been sitting watching footy / Family Guy marathons etc. of an evening, so I wasn't having a sneaky banger [i]instead[/i] of doing anything else - just having a really good sleep afterwards. Don't really miss it now - just more associate it as an old habit associated with my carefree bachelor days, although I do sometimes have a shot of a vapourizer when i'm so inclined, although that's not often - burnt popcorn anyone?
Hope the other charge works out!
J
