“Took me 4 years to decide that i couldn;t compromise myself any more. Well probably a day to decide and 3 years+ to grow the balls to do anything about it.” NZcol – tough times I presume, do you look back and see good or bad?
It took me a lot longer than 3 years but I knew it almost from the start, if you are asking then you know it. However being married/living together is not easy and you should try to get things sorted if it’s possible.
Make your moves but try to think of the other person because there will be wailing and gnashing of teeth on both sides. You can do things to make it easier on both of you. Councelling can be very useful, even if it’s all going to end. Give Relate ago.
The very best of luck to you and your partner. Whatever happens!