Ton
I’m a life long cyclist from a mostly cycling obsessed family.
I’ve had periods in my life where I haven’t felt motivated to ride very often. Just the lack of novelty so the miles and ride frequency dropped but my life was then filled with other stuff (sailing mainly but some diy and track days were in there too).
I’ve always found myself back on the bike in the end.
These days I’m not helped by a very pressured job, a young family and a few home projects that get in the way of riding. Now any solo or group ride is a massive bonus. The absence of”enough” means I appreciate it more.
Iirc from your previous posts you have a fair bit of flexibility to ride a lot so may be the opposite for you if you don’t have to fight to squeeze in a ride does it just feel too ordinary.
Time to find an extra hobby or do more of something else for a bit maybe but ultimately if you don’t enjoy it I do question if it’s worth fighting.
In the UK road riding other than local transport has almost 100% lost its appeal for me, a means to an end (fitness) but I would rather go swimming more often than not.