Ever felt you’re ploughing a furrow alone in a big field….?
All the time, and I’ve got 20 years on you (not that it makes any difference) My mate buggered of to OZ, each birthday feels less and less special,I find it really hard to make new friends, I feel like I’m getting grumpier and less tolerant by the day. My wife is great but I’d be lieing if there weren’t days I could happily bugger off and leave her to her own devices. I’m even known at work for being a ranter and a moaner…….sorry, i’m not sure where I’m going with this.
oh yeah, the bike, the bike is like a garage based beacon of hope, I’ve been out 3 times this week and every time has been a delight (even todays muddy escapade where it felt like I had on slicks) Also I’m taking a fresh interest in skateboarding and may take the plunge at some point (hopefully not literally)
I know this will sound harsh, but do you maybe need to re-evaluate your marriage, maybe a break is what you (and I mean you) need, sometimes you have to be selfish for your own health.