I’m reading this thread again. Yep, there’s a reason. After 5 good months I’m struggling…have been for about 2 weeks.
Thankfully my ankle improved, suddenly turning a corner in early June that meant I could climb again. I threw myself into it with incredible gusto and relief! I HAD FUN! Seeing friends again, and even better making some new ones. I did find it hard that some of my old ‘friends’ were no longer interested in me at all, but as I made others I just shrugged that off.
climbing 3 evenings a week, out most weekends over the summer months…then it seems I caught the eye of a nice girl and she schemed….before I knew what had happened we were an item and I was happy with that 🙂
trouble came when it seems things faded for her after a couple of months, and we split up. Okay fair enough and I’m not cut up about not being with her but I am feeling quite fed up again….and the lethargy is back. 🙁
Climbing right now is awkward, so I’m avoiding it. I did try the other week, it wasn’t very enjoyable…best left a while longer. My ankle still isn’t perfect (and may never be) so bouldering alone is very risky, and my climbing group means being around the girl I was with.
I feel like I’ve made a big effort for several months and now I’m back where I started, or even worse. Still no close friends and there lies my problem.
So, its a sunny day outside and I’ve no one to ride with and little desire to do yet another ride alone. Currently not climbing, and it seems like I’m bored, lonely and trending downwards again 🙁
So I’m re-reading this. for support and to remember the ideas.