so i'm lucky enough to be self-employed freelancer (of sorts).
currently got a job on that i simply can't motivate myself for.
i usually groan about getting up, but once i'm there i'm happy, productive and sometimes even motivated.
i should be happy on this current job. it's only a convinient 30 minutes away, the money is good (like 15-25% increase on what i usually earn). yet i'm skiving now and keep thinking of excuses for not going in. not felt like this since for years.
i think the problem is that most of the people (Polish, Portuguese, Spanish) i am working with can not communicate in either English or German (i'm in Germany). there's no banter. they also seem to insist on working from 7:30 till 19:15. i can see why they do it, they are away from home and need the money. i'm not and i don't.. to be honest i'm clearing my set weekly target with 3.5 days. and then they want to work saturdays, too, which i have so far avoided.
i've got another four weeks on this job and then another 10 weeks on another job from mid-July onwards (that job is just 5 minutes ride away).
i just can't be bothered.
what can i do to motivate myself?