is it meant to be this difficult!?
its annoying that i don't really know what i want to do, and that while my degree in sustainable development is interesting, its not really helped me define my career path...
an internship last summer only confirmed that i don't want to work for development NGOs, and the only other real experience recently is some voluntary work with the BTCV, which while worthwhile, only really aided my knowledge of clearing paths and picking up litter...
then there was my ultimate grad training scheme with the forestry commission, whereby interviews were given on a first come first serve basis - great had my laptop not decided to pack in 2 minutes before the email applications opened - 200 in the first 2 minutes, and by the time i had woken my housemate, transferred the application form across to his laptop, 500 had applied (within 8 minutes...)
so i properly missed out on that one.
add into the fact that i'm wanting to emigrate to canada or the US, i just don't know where or how to look, and what to look for...!
aaagh!!!
any ideas/tip/jobs?!
gonna graduate in june, most prob with a 2:1 from st andrews...

