Disclaimer, I’ve not read anything in the thread other than the original post.
OP: I’ve been where you are. Personally, I didn’t get on with the drug method of treatment, I found it just disguised the problems, rather than removed them.
I had great success with CBT, to the extent that four years on, when I feel the triggers happening, I can run it through again by myself and head the problem off at the pass.
But… everyone is different, and I’ll never say what works for me is the only way to do it. But do it you can, and there are plenty of people around to help.