I'm sorry to hear that…
12 months ago i was made redundant from a job i had worked hard to get and i was devastated. So xmas with no job, spent the payout on rent, food etc and had a wedding to look forward to which i couldn't afford to pay for (but In-laws could!).
But a year on and i'm 4 months into a new job, have been given a big pay rise and have been singled out to work with our operations manager as a 2 man team introducing Solidworks 3D software into the company 😀
So things will get better even though it doesn't seem like it right now.
Don't waste too much energy on hating your employer….trust me it's a waste of time/energy/etc. Life is too short.