Whats that wooshing noise? its the point flying right over Mr Woppits head.
Yes I do think your views are crazy and I have no idea how you can come to the decision you do. That my view from my experience.
I can't for the life of me (oops) think what is so hard to understand about "want to suck every last second out of life because it's the only one we get" – perhaps you're having your own "wooosh" moment…
If I want to discuss the reason why somebody is doing something, whether it's scrambling eggs, riding full suspension, thinking "god" has something to do with suicide (or anything, really) or any other damn thing, I will.
Like it or lump it, matey…