Personal fear…Getting trapped with my arms unable to move. Such as gettign stuck while potholing. And I have an almost unstoppable urge to throw myself off high things, I genuinely have to stop myself and walk away.
But my biggest fear I suppose is the health of my family deteriorating for some reason, despite being 30 I still enjoy and rely on the comforts of my family being about to chat to, learn from and be with.
I’ve just watched a poor chap (around 40?) pull up outside the Barbers opposite my office and it took him well over 2 minutes to get out of his car and walk with his two walking sticks to the front door. Would have taken me around 5 seconds. I can’t imagine how difficult life must be for someone like that. Wish i had a magic wand to heal these people. Makes any problems i have seem insignificant.
that at some point in my life, I will have to try hard at it.
that at some point in my life, the curiousity of driving into oncoming traffic will become a reality (I know I’m not the only one…).
that at some point in my life, my occasional sleep paralysis will be for real.
plus other less me-centric stuff to do with my family that I don’t want to write down.
I don’t like this thread 🙁
I live on my own, so choking is mine. Or falling from something. Similar feelings to those above – I don’t have a strong urge to pitch myself off something, but the scenario keeps running through my head.
Well it sounds stupid, but at the minute not being able to get a proper job which would give me enough income to move out of my parents house (been here since finishing uni last July). I’m quite terrible at interviews which is really bad for a competitive industry like media/tv. Slowly improving though, I think.
