[Closed] Cheer me up, please.

I've got Sciatica.
First time.

No sleep for 3 days, painkillers not touching it.

Worst thing is I feel like I've let everyone down - I'm due to be working tomorrow and I just can't do it.
I feel so guilty.

Mrs S is very understanding, but she's having to 'do' Christmas all on her own - we've got 14 coming over on Boxing day.

I know it's nothing in the great scheme of things, people have lost friends and loved ones and I know I'm being a wimp, but I'm struggling here.

Cheer me up, eh?