Crikey.
The short answer is NOT at all.
Long complicated story there and one i’m not prepared to talk about on an open forum.
Of course this will open up a debate with many questions, as is only natural given the amount of fantastic parents amongst you’ll all.
But right now, my focus is on doing whatever it takes to keep me away from those dark times, ones that could easily return if i let certain thoughts, scenarios be apart of my life.
You say i’m out and about a fair bit, what makes you think that?
All i see and experience is all out there in the narrow margins left for nature to survive in.
I choose to be away from general people for most of my days, choosing instead to spend time with those that understand me, relate with me, that don’t judge.
I’ve barely ridden my bike in 4 months, but average over 10miles most days walking, exploring new local places, woods, fields, streams, finding new to me plants, flowers, insects, birds.
All of which i try and photograph, then take back with me and when i can, research, id and learn them all.
For why you may ask..Because i want to know more and why and where…
Ask what you like about the places i see and what i see, i’m happy to try and enthuse more people about the little things out there, but please don’t try and get me to explain why my life cannot include my children, be a touch sensitive like.
Shane.