Really interesting reading, thank you all for taking the time to post.
I really appreciate those who have taken the time to read the whole thread and pick up on a few key points such as
-Unfortunately being able to wait and see how my mindset changes over the years is not an option. I need to make a commitment now or let her find a family elsewhere.
-It’s not a case of ‘is she the right person’ for me to be with or have kids with, we have such a good relationship that, without doubt if I did want kids, she would be the one I would want to have them with. No question about that, I bought an engagement ring months ago before she changed her mind to so firmly wanting kids (I think watching her brother have a child/another friend may have firmed her mind…which I totally understand). She knows I have the ring so there is no doubt of current commitment on either side.
At the end of the day it would be me ending the relationship not her, so that I am not stopping her from starting a family.
-If I did commit to kids I would never be able to nor want to split and run, I couldn’t and wouldn’t do that to her or any children.
It’s been surprising and more than a little frightening to read how many people have had problems conceiving or how long it has taken, this shortens my time frame even more. I totally understand and agree that the younger the better, not just for health reasons but also so you are more likely to be fit and healthy to enjoy their childhood.
Muppetwrangler- that’s exactly it, I don’t think that this is something we can compromise on. If she says ok no kids, she will almost certainly be sad about it forever and it will darken the relationship.
If i say- yes ok kids, there is a chance (% unknown as i can’t tell the future!) that I will resent my choice if my mindset doesn’t change.
DT78- also a very useful post; we currently have very little money, no jobs or careers, not even a home rented or otherwise! while we travel….the whole thing would need to be built from the ground up– starting pretty soon to have it done and 2 kids by 35.
I have been fighting having a career in favour of the freedom to travel etc since school, something else I would have to change my mindset on.
Thank you all for your honesty and experiences, please keep them coming if you can.
I am not looking for an answer, because I know that everyone is different and I can’t but scratch the surface of the detail in our lives, but it is very, very helpful to see this from other people’s perspectives. We are both reading the posts and discussing.
Thank you STW