its difficult. im trying to learn as much as possible in such a short time, i want to do it, i KNOW i can do it, i no im knocking on a bit now, not as young as i was, still feel 16 though and not afraid of anything. my only regret is that i wish i found this sport years ago, as im actually bloody loving it, it has everything, gets me out off the house ( a way from the family, in a good way !), keeps me fit, the scenery is amazing sometimes and i feel a kind of achievment. I have alot to learn, probaly to much, when i bought my hardtail i nearly bought alot more exspensive bike, but i now that wouldnt have made me any better.
great advice and ive took it completly on board, and i will learn from it
thankyou