If you can’t forefoot strike in regular shoes, don’t bother with barefoot yet.
Look at a shoe like Saucony’s Virrata/kinvara or a natural Range from Asics.
They offer cushioning with little or no heel to toe drop. So you’ll be running without a built up heel, but still have the forgiveness of a cushioned shoe. Once you can handle the technique in those then look at barefoot. You’ll need to build your technique and fitness before switching to barefoot. It’ll be worth it in the long run. There’s no quick fix.
There’s a reason shoes like Vibram, minimus, hattori etc come with big health warnings in the box.