all i have ever wanted to do is go to work do my stuff and go home. at home i ride my bikes watch tv sit around and eat or what ever its my time.
2.5 yrs ago got cancer then 8 months ago it went terminal. still go to work ride bikes sit around and eat stuff nothings changed. life is what it is.
last friday while getting ready for the yearly trip to morzine was rushed to hospital where i am today while my mates are in france. while the weather is great and sunny in milton keynes its tipping it down in france with very little riding.
life is a roller coaster you just have to keep looking ahead see the lows when they are coming and try and ease the pain , if you cannot do it yourself seek help, stay as far away from alcohol and enjoy what you have life is short .
as for me im waitng to be set free from my bed so i can get out and ride in this sunshine and book another holiday
GOOD LUCK