Once upon a time a long time ago I had a fling with gambling.
In retrospect I wish that the very first day I had ended losing. But no I won, and won by a factor of 100. I could do no wrong.
After winning the first time, I guess I thought that this could be replicated with larger sums of money.
Over time I lost big time. I never lost my shirt, but the amount of money wasted trying to win big time again was a quite considerable sum. Money that could certainly have been spent on better things.
I’m not saying that gambling is wrong, if you can deal with it in a cold hearted fashion. I couldn’t, I don’t gamble with money anymore.