loddrik – I share your concerns, I too have two young kids, a 7 year old and 3 year. I lost my Dad when I was 5 and I’ve got a totally irrational fear that history will repeat itself, when my first son past 5 it was such a relief. I guess it’s an middle age thing, let’s all try to relax and enjoy life.
I was walking to work the other day listening to Pink Floyd’s Dark Side of The Moon, I was walking across the Millennium Bridge towards St Pauls on a beautiful sunny spring morning when Great Gig in the Sky came on, the man answers the question about dying:
“And I am not frightened of dying, any time will do, I
Don’t mind. Why should I be frightened of dying?
There’s no reason for it, you’ve gotta go sometime.”
“I never said I was frightened of dying.”
I was totally overwhelmed.
I’m not afraid of dying, I’m afraid for my family. Very moving piece of music.