I am so sorry to hear this, you really did the right thing and he’d thank you for it…probably with a big lick. It is the hardest thing ever and I still cry after losing my boy in September. It does get easier as time goes on, but there will still be times where you just sob. It just shows how much of an impact dogs have on our lives, that unconditional love, that sheer joy they bring and how special they make you feel. I am welling up just writing this.
Head out for a walk at one of his favourite places. You’ll feel sad to start with, but getting out in the fresh air helps and you’ll start laughing and remembering the silly things they did while on the walk…or that really stinky fox sh*t they rolled in :)
Sending big virtual hugs.