ts not a downer, thats a positive thing, i.e.: you are aware of it.
Here’s the bad news: Some people can ‘enjoy’ a just a drink, some cannot. you my friend, along with me, sit in the latter half of that camp.
There’s no point in seeking oblivion in a bottle as you will take nothing from the experience but the bottle will take everything from you.
Welcome to a life of sobriety, be a better father to your daughter.
And grow up. that is all.