I also really hope this doesnt turn into the usual STW bashing.
Mr Nutt I think its really refreshing to see such honesty, perhaps thats why the threads been quite mature!
Id echo what Xc-Steve has said, having just been along to an Alpha Course i think they are a good way to find out for yourself. They are of course run by people who believe what they say so there is a level of bias from that point of view but ive found that the hardest thing to argue with is peoples own experiences. I really enjoyed learning about people and their own journeys. It was a good place to help work things out in my own mind as to what i believe, or what id like to find out about more.
have fun, and try not to get too bogged down with stuff! Ride that bike.