Now 41 – Gave up the drugs, losing quite large sums of money gambling, stopped binge drinking. Now no drugs, no gambling now drinking alcohol on a more structured regular basis ie every night( apart from when im night riding) and cocking up every relationship with the fairer sex… Cycling keeps me sane but can not seem to curb my drinking…. hic… My old friends i have known for 20 years plus still mostly persist in that high from the narcs… Why most of them happily married with kids ???
Hora – your comments give me food for thought, perhaps we are looking for something or someone that does not really exist….