[ Is it possible that you are experiencing mild symptoms of depression?
more than likely, I have suffered in the past and I think it has warped my whole outlook. Even the wife say’s i’m not as fun to be around as I used to be (quick re-cap, family problems, anxiety issues, lost confidence, lost job, worked in call centre part time, debt mounted up, put lot of weight on, lost inclination to cycle, got new job, been there a year, happy at work, debt still there and not getting any better, constant gloomy mood……lethargic)]
Our lives are a mirror in many ways all of the above is exactly how my life has been for the last 18 months, it is very hard to keep motivated and I to feel up and down, I’ve had a day off today and just let the day slip by, I really wanted to ride but really don’t want to do it alone, I may go out this evening but even that is slipping away,
So you are not alone in feeling the way you do. MTFU is easier said than done sometimes.
good luck with it all hope your situation comes good :-)