Lost Paddy, our 11 yr old Springer, in October. Unwell for a week then fell asleep in our arms one evening.
He was my shadow, and unless it was a foreign holiday, by my side everyday or under my desk in the office 🙂
For the first couple of months it was a massive change in routine and was missed desperately everyday. I got some lovely artwork to put on the wall for Christmas from the family along with a lovely picture book containing loads of FB pics from when he was a pup until the fateful week.
Strangely, up until last week he didn’t feature in my dreams, but does now and always in a comforting way.
Sad times but they do get easier. Sorry for your loss.