keep the full sus for the big drops, assuming youre not chicken :P
but i feel the same. hardtails are most awesome everywhere apart from where suspension can pick up the back wheel over multiple hits, then suspension is definitely faster. im in the same sort of boat at the moment. really want a bottlerocket, but cant really justify it, and like you say, you have to be going warp speed to make a full sus as fun as a hardtail.
tough choice. if youve got the money id keep it as it’ll be a blast on the right trails.