I sadly do suffer with OCD. I’ve assumed it’s something that has been with me all my life although it only became a problem for me when I was about 14.
I was quite happy with my need to compartmentalise, organise and clean but as I got older it affected my life dramatically and stopped me doing ‘normal’ everyday things. I rarely went out with school/college friends because all day at school I was thinking about something at home that wasn’t right. I was desperate to go home and re-organise and clean which would literally take from the moment I got home from school to bed time.
My biggest problem was, strange as it sounds, dust! I couldn’t allow anything to get dusty and I was cleaning the same things over and over again to remove any trace of dust. I had a plastic box full of cleaning tools which were sealed to ensure no dust could get to them so that when I cleaned things I wasn’t spreading dust around. When it really started to get my down my solution to the problem was to remove as many items from my bedroom as possible to avoid collecting dust. So I had a bedroom that had a bed, a table, a lamp, a wardrobe and a portable TV.
Anyway, long story short, I’ve managed to control it for the most part of my adult life but I still clean obsessively and am frighteningly methodical. It doesn’t control my life anymore but it’s always with me. It was good to see that documentary last night and it was a surprise to me just how much it can utterly take over and devastate peoples lives.