Some of these soldiers are a bit ‘menatlly removed’ from the situation they are/were in. I work with a guy who spent 6 months in a cave in Afghanistan ‘eliminating’ potential Taliban trainees.
They were overlooking a valley and every so often there’d be a small convoy travelling through the base of the valley. His job was to determine if they were farmers or recruits for a nearby training camp.
Once he’d decided they were the enemy, he’d call in an air strike, and in his words ‘vapourise them’.
He talks about it like he was playing with toy soldiers! He’s not the slightest bit bothered that he wasn’t ever really sure if he’d just ordered the death of some local farmers or the enemy!
I suppose he is some sort of hero, but a bit of me can’t help think that he’s just a bit crazy!