All eminently sensible advice – thanks.
I’m in a funk / fug and just can’t shake myself out of it. I’ve done most of the little things suggested to trick my mind or kick start my enthusiasm – cleaned the bikes, washed / prepped kit etc but to no avail.
I have thought about going to my GP for bloods but the state my local surgery is in, and from the recent experiences of others, I’m likely going to be told to p155 off and stop wasting their time. In truth I could do with dropping a stone or two.
There’s a steep, rocky climb on my local loop – I’ve always managed to clear it without dabbing and I’m terrified of the day when I can’t do it – it’s become a strange psychological hangup that accompanies me for the length of the ride until I reach it ¾ of the way through. I worry about overexerting myself trying to clear it.
The days are getting lighter – I’m hoping the moment will take me and I’ll just hop on and spin off.
My riding group has fallen apart for one reason or another. I like riding on my own though – sometimes solitude is the best companion and all that.
The use it or lose it is nagging at me.
I am grateful for reaching 50 and I think of those in a far less fortunate position, health wise.