‘what would you say given the opportunity’
I gave a small speech at my Dad’s 70th party, which turned out to be just a few months before he suddenly died.
I told him how we all loved him and what a great Dad he had been/ was. He was very touched. As things turned out I was extremely glad I’d not bottled the opportunity (not a natural public speaker). It made things a lot easier later in my case
They’re not always going to be there – make sure they know how much you love them
To the OP, apologies for the off-topic sermon, I hope you start to feel better soon, you just go on, it’s the only way.