this has been interesting reading, over a cup of tea.
seriously fella, this is going to sound harsh and i’m not trying to p*ss you off, but…………
grow a pair, get on your bike and get the hell out of there.
this girl has issues, maybe you both do, but being together and starting a family isn’t the way to solve them.
-if you can’t be arsed with confrontation, just go.
-if you fancy rumbling her, tell her you’ve read her phone, and know everything, then go.
don’t let it fester, it will eat you up inside, and screw you up even more than she has.
leave her, go and enjoy your life, finish your course, and make something of yourself. then in 5 years time, you’ll probably bump into her in the supermarket, she’ll have 6 kids, all by different guys, and you’ll thank god, you got out of there while you could.
remember that you are going to be working with a lot of women in uniforms, very hot. nurses are dirty, in a way you’d never think.
(this is only my opinion, and should be treated as such)