I really struggle with motivation. I swing wildly from “over-excited, super positive do everything right now” all the way to, “I just want to lay here quietly for several weeks”, in the space of a couple of hours.
I used to be motivated by the prospect of creating nice things for people, but I’ve been knocked back so many times now I just want something to do that I don’t loathe. Essentially, I used to want to make other people happy, now I don’t give a ****. Brilliant.
Really though, all I want is a van to disappear off in. A van and enough money to eat/pay for petrol. That would be sweeeeeet.
EDIT: Oh, and I really want to be able to play Satellite of Love on piano, so that too, to some extent.