My dog in this case. I posted some months ago about him having a diagnosis of cancer, which was inoperable. He has defied all expectations and has been happy and lively until just a week or so ago. The tumour behind his eye is causing real discomfort and he isn’t his usual self. Vets booked in for next Friday. It is crap actually booking in a week in advance. just counting down the days. Tried taking him for a walk along his favourite stretch of river and he just turned back after 20 metres or so. When I got home I knew his time was nearly up and just blubbed while sat on his bed.
He has become such a massive part of my and the OHs lives, he is always happy, cheers you up if you’ve had a rubbish day, always good for a laugh being a silly clumsy boxer.
I am just rambling, but kind of good to write it down…I cannot talk to anyone as they won’t be able to understand me through the uncontrollable sobbing!