I used to bite mine, never allowed a little bit to show, it had to be nibbled off. I saw a colleague who was a bit like the OP, nervously biting his down until they bled, and it was a sort of turning point. (I was mid-thirties) I simply decided I didn’t want nails that would embarrass me, so I turned the whole thing on its head and decided I would grow them as long as I could. That became a sort of new obsession, growing the nails, shaping and filing them until they looked really good. I worked inside which helped, and if I felt compelled to bite them I simply reached for a pair of clippers and a file and neatened them up. It may have appeared a bit odd to some, in fact I got quite a few comments, including some jealousy from female colleagues, as well as whether I paid for manicures etc, but the end result was nails that looked really good.
I learned to play guitar and so trimmed the left hand ones really short, and grew the right hand ones into finger-picking nails, but they broke too easily and I preferred playing with a pick. Now I play bass and so the nails on my right hand are kept equally short. I keep them with about 1-2mm showing, and now the attention is spent keeping them smooth and rounded and snag-free.
So, replace the negative with a positive. Hope that helps?