Lost my son today
To be honest I dont know why im writing this on here, but im just sat in hospital with my partner and 6week old girl.
Everything last night was fine George (Emily twin) went to bed and was fine at 2 wen I left to sleep on sofa but was woken by screaming from mum.
I tried so so hard to resuscitate him which (seemed a life time ).
To be honest I thought I had seen it all in afghan but today that thought of him being like thats going to kill me..
After a rubbish new year things were looking up everone was doing well happy etc I had just treated myself with an order of a frame and now this..
I still have two other children one of which is autistic so dread trying to explain to him so any imput on that will be a great help.
Yet again sorry to have put a morbid topic on I just needed to let it out (not sure why really)
But that was my day send me some good cheerful onesPosted 5 years agoti_pin_manMember
Completely horrible, we recently lost somebody near and have to keep telling ourselves, no matter how much it hurts now it will improve, it will get better. Remember that mantra, it’s true. In the mean time, when the waves of darkness hit , let them , and remember the storm will ease, it’ll just take time.Posted 5 years agoandylMember
I opened this hoping you lost (and found safe and sound) your son while out on a train ride but it was what I was dreading.
I am lost for words and have a tear in my eye….hug your wife and your kids and remember they are all a blessing and you have lots of great times to come.Posted 5 years agoscaredypantsSubscriber
They say it’s good to talk about this stuff, so well done – I don’t think I could.
Look after each other, I imagine this next few weeks’ll be the worst time in all of your lives. Hold on to the joy of having him, even for such a short time.
Sorry, that’s all I’ve got.Posted 5 years ago
Thing is the twin were ill on new years eve with bronchitis and spent 10 days in hospital I thought if it happened then we would have expected that but to go in his sleep with no sign is just horrid and my brain cannot work it out
I kinda feel like I should have done more. Maybe listen practice that little much harder in training or somethingbut I swear I did everything. I could.
I also had to go for a walk today just to clear my head and I dont no why but I had to pop in my LBS (im a regular) and I dont know why I just eneded up chatting and it did help alittle so I thank the manager for putting up with Me for ten mins (I got a good man hug)Posted 5 years agomikey74Member
I met up with a friend a few weeks ago who had recently lost his dad (murdered by his step brother – a long and complex story). It was obvious from the way he was talking that he hadn’t mourned yet and was still being too pragmatic. It was clear it was waiting to come out.
All I can say is the sooner you mourn, and let it all out, the sooner you can focus on looking after those that need you now.
My heart is with you.Posted 5 years ago
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