Ah, bollocks man.
It gets better, I promise. We couldn’t cope if it didn’t. But honestly, it does.
No use to you now, I know.
Everyone says it, but that’s just our way of acknowledging the awfulness of what you’re going through and a way of expressing our empathy.
It’s bloody true though. I think about my parents every single day.
I dream about them often and at first I resented those dreams, because I felt awful waking up to realise I’d been cheated of their company.
Now, I welcome them and wake with a smile, glad to have spent a little more time with them.
I know you have to be tough for everyone, but please go and get some grief counselling as soon as it doesn’t feel disrespectful to do so – it will help you so much in the long run.
Love to you,
Pete .